Thursday, October 11, 2007

Whirlwind Ending



Never fear, by ending I don't mean anything ended..well, other than all of the hecticness of getting things settled. I'm in, I am back to loving my job (those two 10 hour days were horrible and made me want to cry), and I'm about to enjoy my first weekend all settled in. Therefore, basically nothing new has come about in my life, but don't worry, with 8 hours a day to sit and think, I have had plenty of new thoughts.

I can't even begin to tell you all of the things that I have thought or overthought (nor would I want to tell you some of the things...I'm a girl...yeah). In that sense, you could probably all stand to pray for me. I mean, this being a girl and thinking about things that don't need thought about is getting ridiculous. Luckily though, I have a wonderful housemate (the hot one that isn't me in the picture) who is really good about doing the "this is what we know to be true" walk through. All in all, I just need to start listening to books on tape or something so that I can stop having all this time on my hands.

Sometimes our thoughts get us in trouble. Not with people, but with ourselves. We talk ourselves into situations we aren't really in. We walk ourselves through scenarios that don't exist. Sometimes our thoughts only hurt our hearts by making us hope for what isn't real.

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